Welcome to my Dark Horizon

Thursday, October 30, 2008

I hope tomorrow would be fine. I dont want to be moody on Halloween. :(

And so.. today could be said as one of the most tiring day ever. The first half of the day was totally on marketing!! Marketing tutorial was cool as our tutor was not too bad. Mrs Cynthia Koh is a really nice and interesting teacher, COMPARED TO.. umm. the post which i wrote the day before has the details. Marketing lecture was long and quite ok but I have no idea why that i HAD a splitting headache all the way into the lecture.

Then, it was to my grandma's house. Did some of my bus stats homework there. then went to cut my hair as one side of my fringe is starting to irritate me. Then went to take my bag and my aunt fetch me to school as she was on her way home back to Tampines.

Then yes, leadership lecture. before that, I met you-know-who (the person who WAS the reason i was in a HUGE HUGE fury). Act as though nothing has happened. My friends and I went in. Sean sat at the same row as us and the teacher was a little dry. Then the splitting headache came back again. I dunno what happened to me but i was glad that the lecture was over.

Then at 7pm, after that 6-7pm leadership lecture, i walked down the corridor from LT20 to LT18 for bus stats lecture. Thank goodness the teacher say the lecture would be around 1 1/2 hours. and he kept his word. I GOT THE SPLITTING HEADACHE AGAIN. I dunno what had gotten me. Not enough sleep or is it too stressed out? Or like what the bus stats lecturer said, the LT was a little stuffy? I don't know.

Came back home asap. The headache was still there. I think.. its because of the event tomorrow. The gathering. Its really.. I just dont know how to say. I just hope i dont CRY in front of everyone or anyone tomorrow because its kind of breaking my heart. ): (QR and JM wants to have lunch and i hope i dont cry then.)

For now, i think i will just go sleep and see how everything goes tomorrow.
Signing out now then..

Entered The Dark Horizon At [10:25 PM] Sharp.

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

So. First tutorial of semester 2 was 'SO WONDERFUL'. And the subject was Microecons taught by the teacher Mr Simon Seah where he said.. umm.. he has a sense of humour. Oh wow. I was being so 'attentive' that i was nodding my head, not in agreement, but to sleep.

BA lecture was more interesting i guess. Its the first time i did not kind of fall asleep in a BA lecture. This subject is not my specialised subject. I am glad to get a C+ for this subject in the first semester.

Moving on.. lunch was lonely. I dunno where everyone went. I walked alone thru BizPark.. Did not find anyone familiar.. So headed for Mensa 2 and saw John and Chris from SU.. Sat with them and ate my food.. Then went to SU lounge where i got a sixth sense that Gibby might be there. True enough. he was playing pool. :)

Then went to find Baoyi at 2pm coz she alone in the library so went to find her. She waiting for 4pm to arrive. Poor thing la.. When i reach the library, she was like sleeping and sitting alone at some table like as though she was emo-ing.. Haha. Gossiped a bit here and there for about an hour plus. Then went to SU lounge to wait for time to tick by.. Gibby was still in the lounge when i got there. So wait for time to pass and at 3.55pm, i got to go coz my mom screaming at me on the phone to come back home early as i exceeded curfew by 25 minutes already. Lol.

That's basically all lo. Was quite tired when i came back.. Slept for an hour plus. Tonight really got to sleep a little earlier because tomorrow's 9am tutorial is on leadership.

Yups.. i go do tutorial now.
Ciaoz. :)

Entered The Dark Horizon At [8:53 PM] Sharp.

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Im blogging at 12.40am in the middle of the night.. sifting through ALL the things that had happened in the past week. Microecons tutorial at 9am tomorrow and its super confusing the topic. i will read it over breakfast tomorrow. I also need to reach sch early to bind some oh-so-thick microecons, BA2, POM and marketing notes. i hope they dont charge me money for it.

This week. its the second day of a new week. let's hope everything gets better. And to rynna. I just read your blog. yes indeed i have been frustrated over your matter for the past week. but please dont blame yourself for it as it is not entirely your fault. I still DO feel a little frustrated.. but its not as bad as last week. And with tutorials, lectures and events coming up, i would be quite busy to think about it..

What i wish today i hope it will come true. but like what they said, i must put in effort. also, what i wish for this week is i hope the gathering would be a smooth and successful one. I also hope all the SPECIFIC four of you would be able to come. To say seriously, i have a lot of birthday wishes. One of them is to see the four of you able to be friends.

And during my moody and frustrating last week, i want to thank someone and she is Baoyi. Although she couldnt make head and tails of what is going on, but she really has a good listening ear leh. And u know, sometimes her advice she gives ah really works. I am really grateful to know such a good friend like her. Thanks Baoyi! :)

Also thanks to all who has listened to my problems and given a helping hand. Thanks a lot.

I will update more next time as its time for me to sleep. :)
Ciaoz!

Entered The Dark Horizon At [12:41 AM] Sharp.

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Friday, October 24, 2008

Its no wonder that i have to eat muscle relaxant pills.

Thanks to all who understand me.

Wave after wave.

I have been enduring.

I have been tolerating.

I was not in a good mood today as you can see.

I just want all of you guys to stay bonded as one even though we have returned back from Vietnam.

I did not even go for the BSC movie retreat because of these personal matters.

Watch for what? Watch already also no use. You wont be concentrating on the movie.

Does anyone knows how or what Im feeling right now?

Its confusing. Its irritating. its tiring. its time consuming. its getting on my nerves. its making me stressed.

I want to dont care about this matter also cannot.

I see all of you everyday in school since we are all in BSG.

Then im put into a spot.

I just want to pretend that nothing happened but I cant.

Can someone please help me get out of this hole? I have grown very tired, very shag, black eye and so on.

Im gonna stop here coz im too tired to go on..
Im going to take a rest.
Whatever it is, this week is a really bad and frustrating week.
I just hope next week would be better.

Entered The Dark Horizon At [11:20 PM] Sharp.

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

So its almost the end of the first week of school reopen. And just like any other schools, first week are always a slack.

Its an introduction to every new subject and also there are more and more activities that I dunno if i can withstand the pressure between the period of November to February. Life sometimes is not that great and sometimes its that great.

Oh well. Then im put into a spot between the four of you. Let's call you four people A, B, C, D. A and B are good friends while C and D are good friends. The problem is they are not really on good terms with each other and Im good friends with all four of you. Ok. my birthday is coming soon and A planned this birthday party 3 days before my birthday. But.. as a group.. i want ALL A,B,C,D to come.. But if C and D come, I'm scared that B will not want to come. Then if i tell C and D that A and B want to come, then they might not want to come. So its like. haiz. im put into a big big spot.

I just dont want any more disagreements or conflicts. Let this world be a more peaceful and wonderful place. The moment I step into LT or ANYWHERE in business school everyday, i will see at least one of the four of you. And i have so much things to say, yet i am afraid that if i said it, u might get offended. All of you see me as though im smiling and acting if nothing happened, but in reality, my inner self is being shattered into pieces.

Life is great coz of school and miserable because i have too much things left untold.

I guess with my mood now, i have to go do my tutorial to brighten up my day..

Entered The Dark Horizon At [9:49 PM] Sharp.

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Monday, October 20, 2008

So. School reopened today.
Kinda weird to go back school and see all the familiar faces after like not seeing them for a month.
Met up with Nika this morning, went to buy lecture notes, then went for a quick lunch before heading to the library to chill out before i went to meet my classmates at BizPark at 12.30pm.
All looked almost the same i guess. Aaron, Fredrick, Eric, Chin Kiat, Joey, Ginger all never change in appearance.. only Adriel's hair grew so fast and Brian's fringe kind of became shorter??

Went for business stats lecture. the girls came in. No change in some of them. Denise and Yan Luan obviously cut their hair and QingHui had a total transformation which kinda look even nicer on her now. :) Aveling and SiewHui didnt turn up for school.

The first thing i went into the LT and QR saw me and she was like shouting, "KUNGFU PANDA KORKOR!" and i was like stunned but managed to back "HI JIEJIE!" Lol. She luh. damn funny at times.

Lecture was seriously boring. After 2 hours of endurance, we manage to get out. Then went TM and walk for around 30 mins with BY before going back to school. Then saw Kenneth and Rayan and Emmi and Ivan and Daniel from GC! Damn high lahh.

Went BizPark again to wait for my lesson to start. Guess who i saw? GC People again.. Phoebe, Ivan and Jayme were like talking and i went there and join them until my CDS lecture start at 6pm.

Seriously, CDS lecture is once again, cannot be described in words. This LEADERSHIP is like going back to sem one's OB Lecture!!! OMG.. I cannot believe it lahh. Oh wells. Its a long long day.

Now, start of new semester means study even harder. Jiayou jiayou to everyone including myself. Lol.

Chow!

Entered The Dark Horizon At [9:40 PM] Sharp.

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

And so.. yesterday was the first day of the BSC Chalet.

Met Curly, Ben, Yanti, Amelia, Ruth and Nic (Bangla) at Tampines Interchange before we board bus 29 to Changi Village to Aloha Changi.

The first impression when I reach there was like.. Woahh. so ulu de ahh! We were like practically in the middle of nowhere. and whatsmore, Old Changi Hospital was just nearby and Changi Village was also nearby.

Played blackjack, chilling out, cycling. Cycled at 2.30am somemore. So fun! Though leg got numb along the way, but managed to make it back to the chalet. Then today morning woke up and found out that i had a little breathing difficulties and diahorrea and loss of appetite.

Oh well, went to see the doctor and got an MC for tomorrow. Mr Kubo San is kind enough to let me submit online. Thanks Mr Kubo San.

That's all for the entry today.

Entered The Dark Horizon At [9:48 PM] Sharp.

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Saturday, October 11, 2008

YAY!

Presentation for GC is over already! Im so glad.. Now left the final 20% which is the trip report which is due this wednesday.

Kubo San said our cohort is quite good. I should say everyone did a good job in presenting today though I am soo tired that I slept three hours at my grandma's house.. I dont even have the energy to take bus to my grandma house so i cabbed there lor.

And also, QR became my jiejie though she say she will continue to call me KUNG FU PANDA which everyone in GC start to call me. Hehe. I like the name though. It sounds damn funny larh.. Rynna keep punching my stomach and said the texture is like the Panda in the movie. i was laughing and laughing. :D

Overall, good day today! See you guys on the farewell party day which happens next week. :)
Now, sleep and play time. and not forgetting the trip report. :D

Chow!

Entered The Dark Horizon At [12:10 AM] Sharp.

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Thursday, October 9, 2008

I thought World War One was over. However, World War Two started again.

Seriously, I thought coming back from Vietnam, i would be able to rest and interact with people more peacefully.

Things broke out again today. I dont want to say more. I dont know if it is true and I dont know if I should be interfering in this matter. Moreover, Im sick and tired of this. If it is, I will make sure I will SKIN YOU ALIVE FOR BADMOUTHING PEOPLE. AND REST ASSURED, WHEN I GET ANGRY, YOU DONT SEE A VOLCANO. INSTEAD, YOU SEE A HURRICANE MIXED WITH A TROPICAL CYCLONE COMING TOWARDS YOU AT 200 MILES PER HOUR.

Not that I want to say it. You F***ING disgust me. I don't think you will read this post cause you dont have my bloglink. However, if you ever read it and feel guilty that you are the one, then you know you are the one. Come on, get a F***ING grip on your life. You can worry about yourself before worrying about others. I believe she is matured and old enough to take care of herself and I dont want YOU to F***ING worry about her coz you are breaking up people's relationships when it can be solved in a nicer way and whatsmore, you are a third party. What right do you have to tell people about your F***ING OPINIONS?

DONT YOU EVER F***ING LET ME SEE YOU TOUCH HER AND TALK TO HER OR NOT THE WORDS IN RED ABOVE WILL APPEAR BEFORE YOU.

Sorry guys. Im not in a good mood thanks to some f***ing idiot who indirectly pissed me off today. Dont worry. You can still talk to me. I wont lose my temper at you :)

Entered The Dark Horizon At [1:47 AM] Sharp.

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

OK. SO MANY OF U HAVE BEEN PESTERING ME FOR PHOTOS IN VIETNAM HUH? SO HERE YOU ARE! I AM LAZY TO WRITE CAPTIONS. JUST SCROLL DOWN THESE COLOURFUL PHOTOS AND BE AWE BY THE SIGHTS OF VIETNAM AND OF COURSE.. OUR POWERFUL PHOTO CAM WHORING SKILLS! :)

Entered The Dark Horizon At [8:46 PM] Sharp.

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Sunday, October 5, 2008

Ok people. If i go into details for the 6 days which i am in Vietnam, this would never end. :) Hence, I am going to try and shorten the post and hope I will be able to cover the main points.

Day 1- Business Forum. Not bad. Eating dinner with some VIP guests who stayed in Vietnam for a few years. Can give us quite a lot of information and tips. Thanks to all guests especially Miss Eileen whom brought us to Lion City Cafe and let us have a wonderful meal! :)

Day 2- Cuchi Tunnel. Jungle like place. Lots of mosquitoes and the place was SERIOUSLY AND EXTREMELY humid. Crawled under a tunnel to see how guerrillas survive during the war. After lunch, we went to Cao Dai Temple to visit their combined religions. Then went to An Dong Plaza near the Vietnam Chinatown area and bought their famous G7 coffee at a local supermarket. Oh yeah, bought a birthday gift for Baoyi too. Haha. Sorry that i had to call you BY, i cant think of what to buy! LOLS!

Day 3- Today we went to Hong Bang University to have a culture exchange with the local Vietnamese students. Honestly speaking, the girls are sweet, friendly and they taught us many things which we did not know in the first place! I was assigned to this girl called Kim Long and she is seriously cool though we were both shy in the first place. Haha! But as things proceed, we begin to talk and she became sort of my elder sister. :)

Visited Picasso Orphanage with our Vietnamese buddies. Fun and interesting, it was heartwarming to see the orphans smile. We also spent our time with the Vietnamese buddies cause it was the time for us to depart. Though some came to our hotel and went to Ben Thanh Market, my buddy Kim Long have English lessons so she couldn't make it. Haha. Study hard Kim Long! :)

Dinner was at Ramana Hotel. Good and delicious. :D

Day 4- Visited My Duc Ceramics Factory. I was impressed. The machines were highly operated and everything was super organized. I want to work there if I have the chance. Hehe. Then proceeded to VSIP also known as Vietnam Singapore Industrial Park. Had a briefing about VSIP before we made a bus tour around the area and saw companies like F&N, Siemens and so on.
Fun overall, especially the Ceramics tour. :)

Day 5- The best day among all. Went to visit the War Remnant Museum before proceeding on a long bus ride to Mekong River. Had lunch at a restaurant along the way. Went to the different islands and ate fruits, see how they made coconut candies, honey, listen to music and travelling along a small swampy canal by boat before boarding the bigger boat and head towards the mainland.

Took a cyclo tour. Very interesting. Love the cyclos and the attention the whole GC is getting. Then we proceeded to Tau Saigon, a cruise where we cruise along River Sai Gon and was entertained by musicians where we had our dinner onboard. Its the most meaningful and enjoyable day!

Day 6- Last day. Slept at 12.30am yesterday and woke up at 6.30am (Singapore time 7.30am) Vietnam time. Ate breakfast and me and Mr KuboSan took a cab to Ben Thanh day market. Bought coffee powder and then met Mr Ben Lim, Nicole and Daniel on the way. Bought a small haversack bag which cost 11.70 singapore dollars. Haha. Then check out of hotel and reached home today.

Went to see my dear in the hospital. Scare me sia.. U must rest well and take care ok! :) Love ya lots!

Note: I havent shown you my leashing power when I am angry. FOR DAY 4 AND 5 IN VIETNAM, I was S-E-P-A-R-A-T-E-D from my group thanks to you. YOU DIDNT let me know any single thing, tell me NOT TO be nosey and ask questions when I, AS HER FRIEND, is concerned about her. That's not all. I have seen how when I want to take pictures with some people, you tell me not to stand in while I AM DISGUSTED that i have to take pictures for you WHEN I FEEL YOU were EXTRA. If you feel guilty, you know who you are and DONT U DARE talk to me next week or I will unleash my full fury in GC Class.

Sorry for the note. I bought Ginger's jersey and Baoyi's BD present! Will give them when school reopens! :) That's all for now. I am feeling sleepy. Sweet dreams!

Entered The Dark Horizon At [1:08 AM] Sharp.

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About Me

Basic Info

Name:Lee Ee Ming
Nick:Kung Fu Panda
Age:18
Gender:Male
D.O.B:03-11-1991
Horoscope:Scorpio
School:Yu Neng Primary School (1998-2003), Maris Stella High School (2004, 2006-2007), Suzhou Singapore International School (2004-2006), Temasek Polytechnic, Business Studies Grouping (2008-2011)
Relationship Status: Single
Living In: Singapore Eunos Area, East Side

Likes

Class of 1B12!!
Class of 2O02!!
Family and friends!! =)
Young Professionals!!
Temasek Polytechnic!!
TP Global Citizenship Vietnam AY08/09!!
LOM Interest Group!!

Dislikes

Gangsters
Backstabbers
Smokers
People who seriously have attitude problems...

Wishes

-At least a 3.5 GPA in TP!
-Go for another trip with GC peeps again!
-To balance my studies, job and CCA and get outstanding results for all three areas!
-To be a student leader in TP in these three years to come!
-To go to Taiwan with my LOM mates in Year 3 next year!
-To listen to the happy laughters and joys in TP from everyone!
-To get my driving licence soon!

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